Le Memoria

Just now, I was rushing up my NOC( Non-objection Certificate) with Vick to send in to Putrajaya tomorrow. Suddenly, I felt something awkward, smell something missing....I turn around, and I aw my dad watching me filling up the form. I saw through his eyes, a bit wet....But what I saw, was satisfaction, proud, joy and of course, love and sadness.... I realise, I'm growing up!!

I still remember what my father told me... He said I weighed only 2.5kg when I was born( which is not good)...He said I'm cute, my skin was soft and fair....He said my fingers always hold on to his... From that day onwards, I was holding his hands until today.... He hold me pass through all my hard time and glorious moments. He is the only human that accompanies me in all my award ceremonies, performances and competitions. He said when I was small, i used to scared of anything...I will ran to him, hug him tightly and I will fell asleep...haha!! Now, seeing me attending interviews, filling up university admission forms, driving big cars, handling house chores, preparing for my future...He is amazed, touched and relieved of good rewards for his tiredness. ( Omg..I almost cried..)

Daddy, you taught me how to cope with my problems, until now everyone wondering why I can handle big thng with a smile....Thanks to you pa!!! Time flies.....I wana go back, hold your hands again, ride merry-go-round with you again, cry for toys again, wana you to cane me again........ Pa....You can count on me!! I will never let you down.....i want you to be with me for the rest of my life, seeing me succeeding in my life..I promise I will become a skillful and professional specialist!!!

I don't have enough time...In one month time, my sister is leaving to chase her dream..... I am preparing myself for her send-off....I don't know whether I can take it coolly or not.....SHIT!!! Think back those time we toghether, laugh, cry, fight, hug, perform, play, compete.......T.T!!!!

....... Can't continue!! sorry guys!!!....